Exams are finally over! The papers were... so-so. I've lost whatever vestiges of drive I've had from Year 1, so we'll see how this main exam goes. Truth be told, I know I myself have not put in much effort. Not to mention I was ill for Secsur and Airport Systems 2.

I think I may know the reason why I don't really give a damn about school anymore. But I think to attribute it solely to that reason would be really immature. I guess, no matter what, the control lies in my hands. But I won't pretend it didn't affect me. I'm beginning to wonder if some people really do need affirmation. Is it really that amusing to do it over and over again? Call me bias but I'm starting to see the signs all over, and its disturbing. How good really is the situation we're in now? I only hope you never end up on the other side of the playing field; because no one is gonna give a damn about the reserve team. People only look at winners, no one bothers about the loser, even if he's got a damn fine reason.

At the very least I know how I want to spend my one month before leaving for China. Finally going to pursue my driving again. I've stopped since god knows when and I think its time to take it up again, before my theories expire by the end of the year. Oh and I've decided to increase my physical fitness level. Army is about a year or so from now and I don't want to have problems with the physical stuff, at the very least. So any running khakis? Route will be around my area, preferably at night where its cooler. I'm very sick of funning like a hamster on the bloody treadmill. Mahjong is highly needed as well. I need my respite.

For now, I shall turn to dota. C'est ça! Au revoir!