Wednesday, November 09, 2005
"i regretted knowing you." " i regretted showing love to you." "i just titally regretted knowing you"
why did things happen this way? why must you misunderstand my intentions? its alright if people i don't know misunderstand me. but you're my really good friend. someone who is close to my heart. someone dear to me. i truely care for you as a true friend and i never wanted any of this to happen neither did i want to lead you onto this path. neither did i ever ever want to hurt you in any way. i just want to make sure that your decision is not one made in the moment of folly, because its not a decision you can change easily. this affects your life. and i don't want you to ruin it just in a moment of folly or confusion. that's why i hesitated so much, i care about you too much to want to make you make the wrong decision. all i want for you is to live life to the max, see how beautiful the world is and to be the guiding light or the comforting friend when you feel the world is all dark and lonely. i'm just sorry all the misunderstandings came about. i should have been more decisive. give me a chance to prove my true intentions ok? give me a chance to salvage this friendship. if the friendship is destroyed like this i'll feel even more remorseful. if you still decide to judge me after that i'll have nothing to say. but at least give me the chance to clear uo this bug misunderstanding. that's all i ask from you. no matter what happens, you'll still be one of my close friends-the ones who leave footprints in my heart and change my life forever. thank you so much for your friendship.
sorry seems so insignificant in times/situations like this. but this apology for the misunderstanding comes from the bottom of my heart. i'm sincerely sorry.
