Thursday, October 27, 2005
ok. i know i haven't been updating for like donkey years. *attempts to sweep cobwebs off the blog.* i know i was lazy. shoot me. flame me. sue me. whatever. haha. *big grin*
ok la. so exams are over. like finally. hmmm. see a slight improvement in temrs of L1R5. only 10 points. kinda disappointed and satisfied at the same time. i know i dont make sense now. but hear me out. i'm disappointed cause i know i could have done better. especially the geography and physics paper when i threw away 18 and 10 marks respectively!! and the a maths paper was equally full of careless mistakes as well. its at times like this when i really feel like slapping my stupid face. but oh well. haha.
things are moving pretty fine. except that many friends in class are no longer gonna be with us next year. either channelled out or retained. sigh. such deprssing news. i just wish we coudl have worked hard earlier as a class. than none of this would have happened. though i don;t deny that i don't really like certain people in class, but looking back and reflecting on myself, i aint any better as well. and even though i'm not perfect, i still go around criticising others. yes, i do that and i'm not proud of it. many of you think that you should at least be better than the perosn to criticise him. but i beg to differ. this is the part when "the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak" comes in. not being good in a subject or sport or whatever things you pursue might not neccesarily mena that you suck at it. and i just wish that we could hae all studied together and get promoted together. this is afterall my class and though i may get irritated with certain inividuals at some point in time, but overall i still really love this class to bits, even those so called "weird or different" people. i still accept you all as my classmates. though i may sometimes say things to irk you off but please forgive me. i'm not perfect and i'm trying to change the bad habit. well, now nothing can be done. moderation meeting is long over. everything is in cement. so i just guess we've gotta accept life. it aint always a bed of roses. i really hope we and i alike will grow and mature together as a class after this experiemce and forge an even closer bond between all of us. besides, the clas is really small!
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i guess certain things have happened that make me really treasure my classmates and friends around me. the secondary school years only happen once. once it passes youc ant turn the clock back. i guess i should really treasure my friends and teachers. i seriously love you guys man!! you add colour to my pallate. <3
and guess what? i see an improvement in my bowling. seriously. haha. that day in training i bowled a 175 average i think. than in competition i bowled a 201 average. came in 3rd. heh. slow but steady improvement. i'm seriously happy. haha. going bowling this weekened!! and so many exciting things to look forward to. the class barberque and stuff. whee! haha.
