been at home the past few days with high fever, like around 38.9? haha. than also have this really really terrible sore throat, feel like my throat damn swollen. at least now the fever's down already. don't know if it'll come back later or not though. the sore throat's not getting any better though. at this rate i'm gnna lose seriously alot of weight. haven't been eating and drinking at all. haha. we'll see how it goes. none of the medicine i've taken seem to have any effect on my throat. it's still as bad as before. haha.
well. on another note, at least i know more clearly now the relationship i have with rendall is only that of friends. it cleared things up alot. and made it easier to accept. there's something about staring at reality right in the face that sort of wakes you up from all your dreams. i still wanna be good friends with him though. wish him and his future partner bliss and happiness.
been talking alot to ridz the past few days. got to know him a whole lot better. haha. and abit paiseh too la. haha. =p but i just want to thank you for all that you've done in this period of time. you must take care of yourself also ok? don't keep thinking of others. must think for yourself too. haha. and i think we give each other more time? haha. think both of us need it. you know i'm not really the type to rush head-on into something important like this. and i know you're the same too. we'll see how it goes la. no matter what. you're a really nice guy. whoever gets you is darn lucky man. haha.
on a last note. fuck fever. =p
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
「 daryl danced at 6/21/2005 02:49:00 PM ã€
i think i'm falling in love with him. but is he falling in love with someone else?
