hmmm. looking around me, i see everyone pairing up and finding their own bf/gf. haha. its kind of sweet to see this happening but its saddening at the same time too. haha. even HE is pairing up. thats great for him, finally got over the horrible relationship. haha. someone once told me that love has no boundaries. and that its more on the person internally than on the exterior. like his looks, gender, finances etc. irregeadless of what your sexual oreference is, you may still fall for a guy or girl. love is blind. haha. i find this so true.
sometime i ask myself if im holding myself back too much. am i letting physical inhibitions stop me? hmmm. perhaps i should do as someone advised. he said that when you totally let go and fall into love, even if it turns out bad you won't hurt as bad. haha. don't kow how true that can be though. haha
