Saturday, January 29, 2005
haha.. ok.. finally finished touching up my blog.. gosh.. look at the time! haha.. and im not even THAT satisfied.. still think there is more to add.. haha.. but i really really love the song.. haha.. brings back lots of fond memories.. haha.. ok la.. go sleep first.. tomorrow then continue with the designing.. hehez.. =)
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
I laid down beside you to watch the starry night. I could have just reach out and held your hands. But I did not. Because I know the distance between us transcend that of the physical realm. Even though I am lying beside you, you are further than the stars that we are gazing upon now.
As we are leaving, you gently placed your hand on me. I was so happy, yet so empty. For the joy of the physical contact only made the distance between us even more obvious. And so I quietly drank in the gentle touch of your hand, cried deep inside, and left.
Seeing you at a distance, seeing you laughing and talking to other guys. How I wish those words that made you laugh were mine. How I wish that your laughter was directed only to me. Yet as always, I only watch you from a distance. Not so far that i can't see you anymore, but not so near that you would notice me.
I saw your face controted with pain. I saw you shiver with fatigue. But your strong character refuse to let you stop work. Thus i secretly took your place, and let others guide you to rest.
I see you from where i stand. But you do not see me from where you are. I gave you all i had, and received nothing in return. I am next to you, but we are worlds apart. My heart lifts and falls when you laugh, for seeing you happy makes me happier, yet sadder for I know I'm not the one who made you laugh.
My friends asked me, "why are you so foolish?"
I just smiled.
Your friends asked me, "why are you so foolish?"
I jus smiled again.
Finally my head ask my heart, "why are you so foolish?"
My heart said, "because I love you."
-just something meaningful..
Sunday, January 23, 2005
haha.. just took an IQ test.. results came out.. damn funny.. take a look for yourself at my arithemitic ability.. here's the link..
http://www.queendom.com/tests/sample/classical_iq_r2_report.html
