Saturday, December 11, 2004
| You Are a Dreaming Soul |
 Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you awy from this worldSo much so that you tend to live in your head most of the timeYou have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult
You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul |
You are 73% Pisces
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You are 73% Pisces
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| You Are the Helper |
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You always put on a happy face and try to help those around you.
You're incredibly empathetic and care about everyone you know.
Able to see the good in others, you're thoughtful, warm, and sincere.
You connect with people who are charming and charismatic. |
Friday, December 10, 2004
haha.. diana just called me.. guess what? she saw guang with audrey at the opening of her friend's bf's club.. called gothem penthouse or something.. haha.. heard that he's changed his look totally.. haha.. with dyed hair and glasses.. wow.. she thought he was 23 yrs old! haha.. was laughing my ass off.. well.. thats just him.. he can dress up.. hehez.. =)
A man was carrying two babies, one in each arms, waiting for a train.
Along came this woman and seeingh the two cute babiesstarted asking the man,"Aren't they cute, what are their names?"
The man gave the lady an angry look and replied."I don't know."
The lady asked again,"Which is the boy and which is the girl?"
The man looking angrier than before replied,"I don't know."The woman then started to scold the man,"What kind of a father are you?"
The man replied,"I am not their father. I am just a condom salesman and these are two complaints that i am taking back to my company."
A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak. After mass he asked the monsignor how he had done.
The monsignor replied, "When I am worried about getting nervous On the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip."
So next Sunday he took the monsignor's advice. At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink. He poceeded to talk up a storm.
Upon his return to his office after the mass, he found the following note on the door:
1) Sip the vodka, don't gulp.
2) There are 10 commandments, not 12.
3) There are 12 disciples, not 10.
4) Jesus was consecrated, not constipated.
5) Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass.
6) We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C.
7) The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are not referred to as Daddy, Junior and the spook.
8) David slew Goliath, he did not kick the sh*t out of him.
9) When David was hit by a rock and was knocked off his donkey, don't say he was stoned off his ass.
10) We do not refer to the cross as the "Big T."
11) When Jesus broke the bread at the last supper he said, "take this and eat it for it is my body." He did not say " Eat me" .
12) The Virgin Mary is not called " Mary with the Cherry,.
13) The recommended grace before a meal is not: Rub-A-Dub-Dub thanks for the grub, Yeah God.
14) Next Sunday there will be a taffy pulling contest at ST.Peter's not a peter pulling contest at St. Taffy's.
Thursday, December 09, 2004
hmm.. lots of things can happen in 48hrs.. hmm.. talked with my guang and bei last night.. remember my previous post saying i still kinda like had feelings for him and started thinking of him.. well... its like.. last night's talk was like an ending to all of it.. its not like previously when the ends were left dangling in mid-air and i just ignored them.. now i feel thats everything has come full circle.. i somehow feel peaceful in a way.. like me and gunag can fnally talk like normal friends again and not as ex's.. was really fun talking to bei and guang last night.. the feeling of remeniscing old feelings is such a warm feeling.. differant from the feeling of being in love. this feeling is the feeling that u know u have good friends that u can lean on.. the feeling is really really great.. thanks for being my friends guang and bei.. and of course pok too.. although i've known u guys for only a short period of time.. 2 months?? u guys have really made an impression in my life.. hope that we can continue staying as friends and jie+di after u guys have left cchs.. gonna miss u guys.. hehez..
hmm.. another matter worth mentioning is most probably the conversation i just had with my bro and mum.. yea.. my bro was asking me if i was like really sure of my sexuality and stuff.. and was asking whether my homosexuality was just because of today's gay-affirmative society.. it really started me thinking alot.. i started questioning myself if this was just a passing teen phase.. something to do with the hormones and stuff.. and the only answer i came out with was that it was not.. i cant explain it.. but its just this inner-knowing that u have of yourself.. i realized that no one can help me answer this question.. only myself.. nad its been making me think quite alot i guess.. and i know that this is not just a phase.. even if it really is.. phases always wear themselves out don't they? so why not just wait for time to justify all of this?
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
hmm.. just found out that beien and pok have blogs.. haha.. kinda stupid of me la.. haha.. and than i also visited guang's blog.. i dunno why.. i'm quite sure i'm over him already and stuff.. since i have my darling here.. but somehow when i visited his blog and saw his pic and stuff.. all the emotions just sort of like welled up in me.. i have no explanation at all.. i know i'm over him.. but somehow i still feel the pain when i see his blog and his face and all those memories start rushing back to me.. i guess im not the type to forget emotional ties that easily afterall.. in fcat.. i think i can never put something emotional down completely.. somehow i feel that when i get emotionally involved with someone or something.. not neccesarily love and stuff.. but also friendship.. i feel that a part of me has left me and has gone to the other party.. its like.. im losing a little bit of myself to give to the other person.. and that little bit of me will forever stay with that person.. so somehow thats how i see things.. and why i cant put emotions behind me.. something useful to exploit against me.. but.. oh well.. i guess its just me than.. and i dun really wanna change anything bout me.. like myself just the way i am.. ok.. enough about such emotional stuff.. beginning to affect my mood.. haha..
ok.. on a lighter note.. my bowling is kinda moving along quite well.. no big interuptions and stuff.. now im thinking of what ball i should buy.. haha.. smart zone 1 or intense inferno? wahaha.. so difficult choice.. but i think i will eventually go for smart zone 1 la.. i feel that intense is still a little too high end for me now.. haha.. im stll a new hooker.. =P im curently listening to a damn nice and meaningful tachno song.. called "i see right through you".. wow.. love this song alot.. hehe..
ok la.. think today's post is gonna end here.. keeping it short.. haha.. love ya dear.. muackz!~
